Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened ;

Updating from phone!

2012-02-08T18:53:00.001+08:00

I'm not afraid to cry every once in awhile ;

Well... Guess my blog is dying! How's everyone? I'm busy w studies, like always): I really need a better time management! ): going crazy w homework and tests, seriously!! Got really busy nowadays, as I need to help w the city care and my guides are having camps and thinking day parade coming up! So, yeah. I'm really looking forward to this camp, somewhat! Okay, whatever. Will edit this post properly when I use the computer, as my phone can't edit those stuff..

What hurts the most?

Absence makes the heart go fonder, but too much absence makes them look for another.

2012-02-01T21:45:00.001+08:00

God will never take away something without giving something better in its place.

So.. Today is the first day of February, hows everything? Well, not good for me. Somewhat, had mastery test and it didnt go so well, thats sad, seriously.. Well, things are starting to get hard and its drifting me away from you :/ Friendship w A is getting like... worse? I dont know how to save it when you and her are like coupples, well, I tried to drop you hint bout today but you forgot. And that prove so much to me. It just prove that you dont cherish this or something, quite of disappointed but... its okay..

Meet Darrel for dinner and quite awhile since we had together and slack(: Homed at 9pm though,

Babe, im sorry kay...

You just prefer her more than me, right.. Its okay(:

It's hard to wait for something that you know wont happen. But it's even harder to give up, when you know it's everything you ever wanted ;

2012-01-28T23:21:00.002+08:00

Cause of you, I know what love is and I know how to smile & be happy. Cause of you now, reality is better than my dreams '

Hows your collection of angbaos people! ^^ Well, was busy w chinese new year and studies, so didnt really have the chance to update my blog, plus I didnt want to update using iphone cause of the front, I cant change it and edit with colours or even just Italic, so...

School was a little better, as Im trying to get use to the Sec 5 life, standard and even expectation. But all I can say that, I will put in my effort! ^^ I dont know what to update about. My mind is in blank. Many things happen for like this 4days. One of it is, a little miscommunication w balloon! ): But everything is fine now. Yupp, going out tomorrow and I dont know what to wear as usual. Till then'

I like it best when you hug me tight and whisper you love me. <3

Tomorrow is the third day of chinese new year, yet we are having school !!

2012-01-24T22:24:00.001+08:00

“The greatness of a man is not in how much wealth she acquires, but in her integrity and her ability to affect those around her positively” ― Bob Marley

So, Chinese new year has arrive yesterday! Hows the collection of angbaoo! ^^ Mine was awesome! HAHA. But whatever it is, school starting tomorrow): Thats the sad part,): And... My mum thought I have got boyfriend again, just because my phone wallpaper was balloon and me, and she saw me oovooing w aravin :/ So. I think in her mind now, I have got two boyfriendS. Whatever whatever, old woman and her imagination! :/

The beauty of life is, while we can't undo what is done...but we can see it, understand it, learn from it and change!

Man's silence is the best answer for a woman to let go.

2012-01-22T23:46:00.000+08:00

No one knows how much I needed you. No one knows how much I cared for you. No one knows how much you meant to me. No one understands how much I loved you.

It has been really long since I last camwhore man.. HAHA, hard time getting a photo for beginning post ); Anyways, reunion lunch and dinner today, its just a meal when the whole family sit down and have the meal together, but the feel is like so different or something, okay whatever, Its 15min more to chinese new year. I should be happy, oovoo-ing w aravin now. Till then'

Because of her, so there is no us ;

Sad how the same people who say they care about you are the same ones who tear you down when they get the chance.

Never regret in whatever you do. If it turns out good, it's wonderful. If it turns out bad, it's experience

2012-01-21T22:58:00.000+08:00

Never regret in whatever you do. If it turns out good, it's wonderful. If it turns out bad, it's experience
Today is just awesome(: Out w weilun, despite Im late, I still manage to meet him at his block(: Down to Somerset and bought tickets for 'we not naughty' We walked the whole Orchard, till the extent its as far as FarEastMall. No, there is no typo, its really call FarEast M A L L. Not FarEast P L A Z A ! Bought two tee from FarEast plaza too. After that, watched the movie. Its really a nice movie! Rated, 4.9/5! ^^ Decided to go for dinner, hence walked to DhobyGhuat and trained down to CitySquare for Astons. Walked home from there'

Perhaps, it seems to be a normal simple day to you, but its not for me ;

Wanting to talk him, but at the same time you don't want to because you think you're kinda annoying.

2012-01-20T15:08:00.000+08:00

I get jealous, I get mad, I get worried, I get curious. That's only because I care.

Fast post before heading out to meet WeiLun(: Celebration sucks and its super boring. Despite the exciting feeling of being able to sit in the gallery. Homed straight, and I was ready to go out since 1pm, but its 3pm now and Im not out. "why" "Cause of weilun, :/" Should I skip my tuition just to go out w him till night? First time he ask me if I can dont go tuition neh, he always call me to go on time even. I somehow got no motivation to study already, how.!

just when you think you know people, they disappoint you in ways you never thought they could...

Truth is, sometimes I miss you so bad I can hardly stand it.

2012-01-19T22:43:00.000+08:00

A smile can mean a thousand words, but it can also hide a thousand problems.

School somehow is normal everyday. Changed my sit and I dont like it! ): No choice but to bear with it till Mid year is over. Nothing to post bout neh, okay whatever. Not in mood. Bye'

I swear Im gonna laugh at you EVERYDAY if I see you falling down okay! -.-"

Whatever you are facing today, remember to give yourself some creditfor making it this far. You are stronger than you know.

2012-01-18T21:42:00.001+08:00

In every girl's life ; there's a boy she'll never forget and a summer where it all began ;

Well, school has been pretty tiring but awesome too! Did my very first experiment w Evan today for chemistry after so long. I was really looking forward and excited to it can! ^^ I always like experiment cause it's so fun! School ended w a mastery mats test and it's easy. But I didn't study hard, hence it's hard for me... ): went for gathering just now w Evan, Charlene, jiamin, Sunthar, Andy and chiweng! So long didnt see chiweng Andy and jiamin, miss them much! Was really fun kay(:

你今天超帅的！That feeling seems to have started all over again..

We cannot change yesterday, and we cannot predict tomorrow, but we can live today. So be alive. Never let one day pass by without a smile.

2012-01-16T18:56:00.001+08:00

When people try to bring you down, it just means you're above them ;

I DONT WANT STUDY ALREADY LIKE SERIOUSLY, I WANT TO GIVE UP... So, I actually can get crazy over POA. Problem lies on me, I have too much stress, right..? Just now when im talking to ChongKai, he told me that. He said Im too stress. I didnt give myself time to rest... Hmm... Dont know true anot neh. Well, I just know I need to really buck up in my studies and do well for my Os. As one of my resolution says, I need to give in my best in whatever I say! So yeah.. Okay whatever, tuition now! Till then'

I didn't text you is cause I know you have someone else who is more important than me...

Sometimes there are no answers to life's questions. Accepting the things we cannot change without question, shows a strength of character that few posses.

2012-01-15T23:04:00.000+08:00

Problem of solving a problem is not a problem, but when a problem solves a problem without any problem then the problem is not at all a problem.

So, I havent been really updating my blog, its my bad. Sorry readers, just pretty busy. I will try to update often kay? My school days in school was really alright, went out yesterday and today. Had combine UG hike on friday and Im still suffering from muscleache! Had sunburn today, and I was just slacking at sunpark :/

Forget those who have hurt you and remember those who have made you smile

Too much expectation leads to frustration

2012-01-08T22:16:00.002+08:00

Everyone comes into our life for a reason: some for good, some for bad, some may make us happy, some may break us, but at the end they make us who we are

My day was alright, originally meeting ChongKai, Charlene and Evan for pool. But Evan is down w fever. Temple in the morning, then met Darrel in the afternoon for homework. Well, I had fun(: He helped me in my geography and we sort of played? "Animal produce meat" HAHA. Drew each other hand, I tear his homework and I draw on his homework. Hope he dont get scolded though, :x Homed awhile and off for dinner. Then meet up w an asshole for just 10min :/ Time for bed, goodnight world! (:

P.S:// Sorry for that mood swing attitude yeah? D:

I preferred walking away than fighting for you not because you were not worth fighting for but because you never asked me to stay...

Sec'One Orientation

2012-01-07T23:05:00.003+08:00

I miss the past sometimes,but i look at the future and know,i am on the right path..

Orientation was alright today! Well, nice performance! ^^ Yes, somehow even my guides(: Meet LiTing and Shermeen at boonkeng mac for breakfast! So long since we met, omg! (Y) Late for an hour or so. Slacked around and just took many photos! (: Down to Charlene place and yupp, homed at 630 for dinner.

Tomorrow, pool. How? I want to play pool, but... nevermind :/ Homework are not done!

Im tryin not to love you, Im tryin not to care, Im tryin not to live my life, wishin you were there. Im tryin not to wonder were you are or what u doing but i falling in love with you '

GIVE ME A BREAK ;

2012-01-06T21:46:00.000+08:00

Atelophobia- the fear of not being good enough

im just too tired from studying already. Yes, Im drained out. I WANT TO GIVE UP ALREADY. TOO STRESSFUL, TOO TIRING TO CONTINUE.

really hope everything will be fine and things are better as the days goes by ;

"The best thing in life is doing what people say you can't do."

2012-01-05T22:16:00.000+08:00

We live, we love, we forgive and never give up, cause the days we are given are gifts from above so today we remember to live and to love :)

Dont want to update my blog for todayt, but someone just sort of insisting it. So yeah, really a short one. Cause I am really dead tired.

School was alright, English, Maths, Chinese, Chemistry, Geography. Everything was alright, except chemistry. Its seriously sucks. Just by entering the class, I can feel the stress. Eileen Ho teaching is like some ailen language to me :/ I only can get back to MsWee class in Feb, really shyt. By then, Im too hard to catch up. After school, NYP. One word, BORING. Tuition after that.

Im starting to regret coming back sec 5

You're not my favorite mistake. You're just a simple regret.

2012-01-04T22:30:00.000+08:00

Friendship doesn't happen with special people, people become special after becoming friends. We were born ordinary our friends made us special...

School.. What is school? Just a place for us to meet our friends and talk. A place for us to study and learn new things. For me, I think school is like a prison. Teachers and Principal are like the police. Cause police give instruction to the prisoner and the prisoners have no choice but to listen to them. Yupp, just like in school. Teachers give us instruction on things to do, we cant do anything but to do what they say. But some choose to rebel, and what happen to them in school? They go dentention, writing reflection and sitting in detention room, doing nothing. The school food is always that same few, like prison. But, school is much better than prison for sure. Right? At least we could use our phone and stuff. But use phone also so secretly:/

Alright, whats w my thinking today? How can I compare this way? They are far from each other! Just ignore me :/

Really cursious bout my day in school? Was alright, had chinese, maths, chemistry, physics, Ss. Chinese was joke okay, and the teacher I always thought is sucks, turn out to be alright. Maths was worksheet again, and I told evan our O level maths, hoseh already! Chemistry... Im suppose to be in Eileen Ho class, when we are told to be in whose class. I stayed in MsWee class though, and Eileen Ho thought I skipped class :/ MsWee forgotten bout me, and she actually still can talk to me and smile smile. Really joke. Physics, Ss was boring. SocialStudies had test and physics was really... speechless.
Stayed back in school and homed after that. Just finish packing my table and throw a few books away. Wanted to do the english vocabulary, but I see the time, forget it man! :/

when we were younger, crying always seemed to be the answer. Now that we're older, crying seems to be the only thing you can do to accept the answer

First day of school ;

2012-01-03T22:18:00.002+08:00

When you stop chasing the wrong things, you give the right things a chance to catch you.

Right.. So today is the first day of school... Happy sad or whatever! Really not much to talk bout it. Its just really sweet of ChiWeng and Andy to see us go school, or perhaps waiting for us to go school(: A little not used to jiamin and chiweng in class though, cause I will always talk to them. Okay, whatever. Stayed back in school to finish reading up my newspaper and yeah. The whole newspaper 42words, i dont know. Really like shyt. Okay, whatever. Its 1015pm now, need to go back before 11pm.

P.S// Happy 17th Birthday to you kay, really hope we wont be in touch and you goodluck for your future, hopefully the next time I see you in the street, you will be who you want to be. Or perhaps, you should die soon(:

P.S.S//I said nevermind and I took so long to reply is cause I decided to forgive you,(: Forgive and forget!

P.S.S.S// Sorry to those I didnt reply msg to.

Beauty is not about having the fairest skin or prettiest face. It's about having the purest heart.

Love grows where trust is laid, and love dies where trust is betrayed ;

2012-01-02T14:13:00.001+08:00

A million words would not bring you back, I know because I've tried. Neither would a million tears, I know because I've cried.

School tomorrow, am I looking forward to it? Honestly, both its a yes and no! Yes, cause I can see my friends and I can waste my time. But however, Im wasting my time in the wrong way! Sitting in a room listening to craps, wtf. :/ The best thing is, school starting earlier this time round. Great! (Y)

Missing someone gets easier everyday because even though you are one day further from the last time you saw them, you are one day closer to the next time you will.

2.0.1.2 ! NEW YEAR NEW START !

2012-01-01T17:32:00.001+08:00

Mistakes are proof that you are trying.

Last night was awesome, I swear. Not gonna elaborate much.

Alright, I actually made the effort to read all my 121 posts! Pretty proud of myself(: Came across my 2011 resolution and I actually smile to myself. So, its pretty obvious my 2011 resolution was a failed one.

2011 Resolution ;

Some resolution for a new year! (:

1. No more eating fattening food everyday! Nonono, no more! :D

2. HER ____ go away! ): YES, BETTER FUCK OFF! OR I WILL FUCK YOU!

3. Just be happy! (: SmileSmile! :]

2012 Resolution ;

01. Really work hard for Os!

02. Put in my best in whatever I do ;

03. Dont send in order form for blogshop so often

04. Be who I am!

05. HAPPY!

06. Friendship and even relationship could really last!

07. Grow taller, like seriously.

08. Good Health

09. Love myself more

10. Save money!

11. Cut down on vulgarities!

12. My resolution for 2012 will come true!

Have 12 resolutions, simply because its 2012!

I'm not perfect but I'm always me, so I could really care less what anybody thinks of me because at the end of the day i can only be who i am.

A little summary of the year! (:

2011-12-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

2011 is an awesome and sweet year. But, however it is a very tiring and sad year too. Well, alot of things had happen in this 365days. Learn alot of new things, met new friends and cherish things better. Time flies really fast this year, its ending but yet I feel like the year had just started a few months ago, when n level havent approach! I really gonna miss my friends who is going to ITE. After all, you guys have gone through all kind of things with me, having fun together, go out together. ChiWeng, JiaMin, Andy.H and even Dillon and whoever is going to ITE, going through my secondary life with me and we had so much fun!

Lets start w awesome ;

Awesome cause I manage to countdown with my friends at sentosa on the last day of 2010. I made some awesome new friends like Jean, Sheena, WeiJian, Darren, Novenin, Clare, Esther, Jaslyn and not forgetting Darrel(: Was pretty close to Charlene, ChiWeng,Evan, Darrel, Samantha, WeiJian and even some other people(: Last but not least, all those outing w Samantha, primary school, dates w Evan and Charlene, group outing like BBQ and meetup I had w rest, despite cool moments or sucks one! Definitely not forgetting Grad night! ^^ 4N1'11! <3<3!

Sweet, how is it sweet?

Yes, I got really sweet girls like Evan and Charlene, who are always there for me. Overcoming all the ups and downs together, made those really sweet stuff that made me teared! All those really sweet moments I had w 10th, although, we are over. But I still think bout it once in awhile uh. Having Darren, Weijian, ChiWeng, Darrel and some clowns around to make me smile and laugh really hard,(:

Next, tiring,

Its a n level year, busy mugging and play hard! Wasnt really studying hard from the beginning, doing last min revision. Hence, not having a really good results for n level. Sleeping in class, playing around and even texting in class. Guess, I had more fun than study uh! As the number of days to n level decrease, test are like free one. Keep having it non-stop! Night study, tuition everyday. OMG, but its really memorable okay (Y)

Why sad! );

First of all, my relationship ended w Farhan and the truth really hurts a lot. A 14month relationship and got played, HAHA. (: Secondly, my friendship with a few friends got drifted and wasnt really close anymore): Got misunderstanding between friends and things were left unsolved. Some family issues and studies! ): Many of my friends decided to move on to ITE, instead of returning back to sec 5, really gonna miss them lots kay, specially chiweng and that 'gang' of friends! Miss those guailan moments!

Be it awesome, sad, tiring or even sad. Things had already happen, everything happen for a reason. Whats past is past. No point crying over spilled milk, we just got to move on and forget bout it. However, forgetting someone you used to love a lot is like wanting you to remember someone you never met before. That sentence really made a lot of sense okay. Whatever is the outcome of a matter, never regrets. Each tiny thing make you into a stronger person than you were yesterday. It is how you become who you are today. When you gain something, you loss something or someone that is important to you. So cherish whatever you have before you really regret it. We may love the wrong person, cry for the wrong reason, but one thing for sure is that mistakes help us to find the right person. Everyone wants happiness and no one wants pain, but you can’t make a rainbow without a little rain ;

Dedication ;

Charlene : Hey babe, a year since we got close(: All sorts of pretty things happen on us yeah? Times flies yo! We knew each other for two years or so? But everytime, when we meet, we seems like we know each other for so long! We have endless topic to chat about! You always made me smile and laugh my ass off. Remember, once we went to east coast and had a chat bout guys? Yeah, I miss that moment! We talked bout our past and even our curse. I promised you, I will overcome the curse with you, and to prove that that curse doesnt exist?(: So, I manage to prove to you the curse doesnt exist, and somehow, I feel so much better now w you around. Not saying the past wasnt, its just now is better! There is a quote that say, "Best Friends are the people that you tell them anything, and you know for a fact that they can keep your secret, wont tell anyone, and wont go behind your back," and you are one of them. "Best friends have conversations that are impossible to understand by other people" and its so true! Hey, words cant express how much i love you and Im not someone who is good at talking, so.. Really appreciate on how much you have gone through w me okay. Despite those quarrel and stuff, you are still so awesome to me. ILOVEYOU, THANKS BABE! <3

Evan : Hey girl, I always remember, how we got close and thats by mid-year exam sitting arrangement. HAHA, its pretty cool okay! (: Anyways, I dont know what happen between us and we sort of drifted a lot. I really miss those moment okay! We chat bout anything, specially those OBS times! Really shiok, and you always walk me home one! Not forgetting, you treated me and charlene before she went back thailand. I havent treat you back! ): Well, we went through quite a number of stuff too! Remember, we walked around the whole singapore just to find our grad night heels, flats and dress!? HAHA, Both of us are like going crazy already! We are always chatting in class and we always wave to each other in mother tongue class and your teacher thought you are crazy! HAHA, honestly, I find you really brave, whatever had happen to you, you forever having a smile in your face, be it fake or real. Nothing seems to have bring your smile down! Hey, iloveyou kay! <3. Lets get our closeness back again!

Darrel : Hey yo, whats up! Well, know you for less than a month, 21days to be exact! You are one awesome friend who I never want to lose! Meet up a couple of times and we always ended up at city square. HAHA. Remember our first meet up was going for dinner at PlazaSing Just Acia! Then we go city square and slack. After a few days later, we started to talk on phone every night and oovoo a couple of times! HAHA, and that monkey face of yours really made me laugh my ass off, even now! I remembered you telling me not to be negative and saying im awesome just because I accompany you text during your band chalet! Your one facebook status and we started to talk, we were discussing if we are serious bout the christmas present and after that I gave you my number! Meeting you in a evening and we went to kallang cc to chat and blk 1, having those conversation. I remembered you bully me and locking my phone password lah, idiot. Those were really awesome times! School is gonna start and lets work hard for Os kay! Be it, we are best friend or what in the near future. I will give you your birthday present one okay! As I promise! (: Oh and, I want to tell you this, "when you're spending time with someone you care about, what you're doing isn't important, it's the time with them that matters." So, the next time we meet up, dont be stress over what to do when we meet kays! (: <3!

WeiJian ; Eh you! Well, we are close now right! We seems to be texting each other everyday. Dont be so emo anymore alright, a new year, a new start. Whatever have happen, just let it stay at 2011 and dont bring over to 2012! All those 11:11 wishes we have been exchanging, I really hope it will come true, though till now I still dont know who you saying lah, but then, it doesnt matter. Relationship, liking someone, breaking up and forgetting someone is just a part of life. Ever told you before, "Letting go is not easy, you have to really give in your best into it!" and you can take all the time you ever need, cause you cant be like that forever. Everything has a bright side and a negative side, things maybe not as bad like you think, its depending on how you see things! Anything, just call me okay! You will always have my support! Thanks for those help recently and helping me to move on w my life kay! I can move on w my life already, so can you! Jiayou for your Os! <3!

WeiLun : Eh boss, YOU ARE THE BEST KAY! Lets work hard together for our Os kays! Dont think you never study then n level can get 18 points, then O level never study can do well okay! HAHA, and you really shouldnt be slacking! If I need to send a text to you, calling you to study, I WILL ! Anyways, thanks for turning up just because I call you to okay! <3!

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2011 has been a good year, I dont want it to end, but I know 2012 will be a much better year' Happy 2012 people ;

I wish I could read minds, then I could know if you feel the same way I feel about you.

2011-12-30T21:45:00.001+08:00

It sucks when the people who made the best memories, become a memory :/

Had study session w Charlene, ChongKai, Darren, WeiJian and Aravin. Pretty successful. Tuition at night and was awesome! (Y) New year eve tomorrow, excited? No :/

Do you ever just get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody, you don't want to smile.. but at the same time you don't know whats wrong either:/

HAPPYGIRL!^^

2011-12-29T23:21:00.002+08:00

When a guy is away from his girl, all he wants is her trust. But on the girl's part, all she needs is his loyalty.
Out today w charlene, was alright yah? But down to vivo myself to get xoxo christmas present, and then met Charlene at Bendemeer Mall, she was late! HAHA. Down to Toapayoh to buy my iPhone cover, Charlene's short and do the collection for my jeans and make an exchange of Eugene jeans! Down to Somerset to meet xoxo and bought a new pencil case. Im somewhat ready for 2012! ^^ HAHA. Tuition later at night and tutor was late ):

My adidas jacket (Ignore my face, seriously!) Oh yeah, new cupboard too!

Christmas present to xoxo (Credit to him!)

New iPhone cover~!

Christmas present from xoxo! CUTE RIGHT! (Ignore the background!)

If you can't handle me at my worst, then you don't deserve me at my best. If you can't accept my past, then you won't see yourself in my future.

My christmas present !

2011-12-28T20:23:00.000+08:00

Perfection is the outcome of a million mistakes
Sorry for the blurrness of that photo. Photographer fault! HAHA. Charlene came up my house earlier this morning to exchange our belated christmas gift! ^^ Aww, she gave me a 'EUNICE' cheese tart! Really love her present alot uh! Took book lists from school and down to boonkeng mac to have a study session w weilun, chongkai and charlene, Its pretty successful? (: Studied till 6, WeiJian and Darren came! Left at 6 plus and headed to cut hair w Charlene. My fringe look really short and I look like a doll now): Dinner and home sweet home after that. ^^

Going out tomorrow w charlene to get xoxo belated christmas present and buy other stuff. Looking forward okay! ^^

The present, Charlene and I gave Evan^^ (I)

The present, Charlene and I gave Evan^^ (II)

'EUNICE' (I)

'EUNICE' (II)

'E'

'U'

'N'

'I'

'C'

'E'

OREO! ^^

Just because a person makes mistakes and has been labeled, doesn't mean that they are a bad person, maybe that area in life is a struggle ;

My mum forever the best! (Y)

2011-12-27T22:27:00.000+08:00

Sometimes we have to be away from the people we love, but that doesn't make us love them any less, sometimes it makes us love them even more.

My day was pretty awesome somewhat. Originally my mum said wanted to bring me to go JB, but then, she cheated me and yeah, brought me to chinatown :/ Walked around for hours and my legs are killing. Saw the adidas jacket that I always wanted. Tried to tell her all sort of nonsense and she finally let me buy! Hehe(: Down to Toapayoh and bought my jeans and shorts, 745pm for tuition and I was late for 45mins :x

P:S// I finally know why my mum dont always bring me out for shopping, cause once she bring me out, I will spend her money like free-flow! <3!

So yeahs, tomorrow study plans w Charlene, Balloon, ChongKai. HOPEFULLY IT A SUCCESSFUL ONE! ^^

It is better to keep your mouth closed sometimes, even if you know the truth. Intelligent to be stupid in some situations

Alvin and the chipmunks 3!

2011-12-26T23:25:00.000+08:00

When you look for good in others, you discover the best in yourself.
Alright, day out w xoxo. Pretty alright, its just that somehow, he is like me! He is picky in shoes, while Im picky in dress! HAHA, lunched and movie. Ended the day at 6pm when I need to go dinner w my family and its on my treat ): Okay, really short post. Need to fold a basket or two of clothes by tonight, before oovoo-ing w xoxo! ^^ Till then'

Why are you always sad.. D:

Merry Christmas! :D

2011-12-25T22:12:00.000+08:00

The willingness to listen,the patience to understand,the strength to support,the heart to care & just to be there.

First of all, MerryChristmas to whoever is reading this! Well, Christmas to me its like just another normal day. Its just that, I somehow will be hoping to receive a present or something?(: Half of my day is somewhat gone, as I actually woke up at 1pm. HAHA, I was really tired can): Suppose to go down to Charlene place. But... Sorryyyy! ): Down to my mum friend place, at Bukit Panjang somewhere! Her friend place is just so pretty! But full of construction! ): Homed at 9pm yupp? Sort of looking forward to tomorrow when my new cupboard will arrive! ^^ HAHA. My mum bed will arrive next month on the 3rd and a new lappy that has arrive! HAHA, super awesome okay(: Frankly speaking, Im looking forward to school reopen. When I will get myself a new pencil case and all my new stationery! Gonna use my outdoor bag for next year school(: Till then'

P.S:// Downloading all sort of rubbish now, and I dont know which is the real one):

Sometimes, It's not what you do in your strongest moments, it's what you do in your weakest..

Its friday! ^^

2011-12-23T11:39:00.002+08:00

Sometimes faith means living without having all the answers.
Early post, since I sort of have an idea of what to do for the rest of the day! (: Im just gonna rest at home and prepare a little for my tuition. Yeah, its resuming. Damn fuck ): But what to do, Os next year. Okay, its just gonna be a short post. Not going to be stress up and start saying bout school and study. If I do, everyone is going to close the window and start falling asleep, HAHA. Rushing to post this cause of some idiot who wants to read my blog urgently. HAHA. Till then'

I can be the sweetest thing you've ever had but i can also be the most bitter you've ever known.

Chalet ;

2011-12-22T23:18:00.000+08:00

If you caught me staring at you, it only means you're staring at me too!
Alright, today was good? (: Down to school to pass up Charlene's form. Zuhri saw me, but he forgot my name again :/ He talk to me so many times, yet he keep forgetting my name, sad! ): Anyways, he asked me who not coming back and I said, Dillon and he said, 'oh, your boyfriend right!' HAHA cute. Down to Charlene's place and Im super late! :x Thanks Charlene mummy for the tangyuan! So yummy, though is not peanut! ): Had paint fight w her and left her house at 1530 and down to parkway parade. Walked so super long to velan chalet. Was... (: From there, shall not elaborate much ;

Sorry ;

The best way to simplify life is to set your priorities straight.

Met a new girl ;

2011-12-21T21:54:00.000+08:00

We're always looking for the kind people that make us laugh, but in the end we always fall for those that make us cry...

Alright, out today again. I overslept and was late for 30mins. Met Jaslyn and Esther and a new girl I know today called, 'Novenine'. Cool name okay! HAHA. Well, chatted for 3hours straight. Listening to all sort of past experience the girls had and how they overcome their ex-boyfriends. Had lunch and they decided to go home. Originally wanted to go home, but ended up meeting :D Shall not elaborate much on what we did. Its our secret. Just much of unglam moments and some other things(: Homed at 9pm. HAHA.

Novenine's story made me feel that the world is not the end, just by a break up. Without guys, we can still live properly and happily. Breaking up is just a part of our lives. What she had suffered, is not what normal people can feel. Her pain is so much worse than mine, she can moved on and being so happy. Why cant I?(: Esther's story made me know how to pick the correct guy and love him to an extent. Crying dont any solve, but its definitely much better than harming yourself. Somehow, all these conversation I had today, made me realise how life is awesome even having that fucktard jerk in my life(:

You're stronger than you think, smarter than you know and braver than you believe. Never back down. Never surrender.

Seriously, expect the unexpected ;

2011-12-19T22:05:00.001+08:00

Just because something doesn't happen when you want it to doesn't mean it won't ;
Receive n level results today, was a passed. But... Maths and POA disappoint me :/ Okay, whatever. Lunched at city square and dinner at Shaw plaza(:

I seriously hope the decision of going up to sec 5 wont make me regret ;

Is this your karma for the past you did to me? ;

the worst thing you can do, is to deny your feelings..

2011-12-18T22:44:00.002+08:00

Eyes express the real feeling better than words, Touch shows the care than any words do but Words when used properly can catch the eyes and touch a heart of one ;
Morning, I woke up early): Need to go for breakfast and down to temple. Meet with blogshop at 1450, was pretty happy when I do the collection. Cause she forgot that I havent did the payment. But sad to say. Not long, she remembered and texted me): Down to meet someone and both of us were late. HAHA, down to mac and manage to help do a few questions of chemistry, but we ended up slacking and talking! Left mac at 6 and went to slack. Kinda of pathetic yah? We wanted to go skypark but was raining. Then slacked indoor, the fucktard security told us not to sit on floor and we decided to leave. Down to Kallang CC to slack, and the uncle told us they are closing at 830): Walked to block 1 and slacked there. We chatted so much and somehow we had this heart to heart chat? I dont know, but was an awesome day(: Tomorrow is n level result release day. Frankly speaking, I did my best and I wont be regretting if I still fail. I am really hoping for a below 16 pass. But I somehow know, I just cant achieve it ;

Too bad, things just happened ;

Botanic Garden ;

2011-12-17T22:22:00.000+08:00

We met, we talked, we flirted, I fell for you, I trusted you, you flirted with her, you ruined everything. End of story.
Headed Botanic Garden w Darren, Charlene, EnHai and WeiJian today for the very first time! Its a successful one, and Im kinda of happy bout it! ^^ So, they come up my place and did the preparation of the food and stuff. Darren skills of cooking eggs are really... Wonder how he become a F&N student :x Anyways, everything is settled and down to Botanic Garden. Played, eat, walked, took photos and mosquitoe bites(: Walked till the sky turn dark and left at 845. Walked to CCAB, took 66 and go pass your school. All these little things, bring back memories, but whatever. Fun day though(:

P.S:// Not gonna have any post bout you(:

Please dont tell me its true ;

Breaking dawn ;

2011-12-16T21:15:00.001+08:00

The only ones that can truly hurt you deeply are the ones you love.
Day out w Charlene, Darren and Weijian. Went to breaking dawn and I actually paid 6$ to go in and blow aircon, sit down and text. Honesty, I dont wanna watch it again. It bring really lots of memories. But WeiJian, Darren and Charlene wanted me to go, so yeah. Walked around and met EnHai at CitySquare Ajisen for dinner. So long since I ate, and its yummy! ^^ Headed home after that and yupp(:

Going picnic w them again tomorrow, excited? Seriously, I dont know either ;

I told myself, there are other guys that deserve so much way better than you. They will love me more than you do, and let me feel what I once felt w you. I told myself all sort of lame excuses just to overcome you and Im still trying really hard to cheerup. At least I made a little improvement by not shedding anymore tears for you. Which is good. The first step is always the hardest and I manage to get things started. I saw your friends today, was looking around, hoping to see you. But nope, guess we are fated ;

Even though you hurt me so much I don't hate you, I don't regret meeting you, I don't regret loving you, because you are the reason I am who I am, strong.

All I need is time ;

2011-12-15T23:59:00.000+08:00

My heart breaks a little more every time I realize a little more that I'm not as important to you as I wanna be.
Headed out to meet xoxo as he want to meet me. Chatted and yeah, thanks for my christmas present and stuff. I feel better yeah, but still far from happiness. I owe you your christmas present! Met Darrel for dinner and im done w the day. Sorry for all those really emo tweets and stuff. In addition to my post, doubt will be so lively currently. Give me time to get over w it kay, I dont know how long I will take also, perhaps a month or something?

First time feeling so dead inside. Need to smile and pretend nothing is happening is not an easy task either. People choose to smile, cause they wont have to keep explaining why are they sad. Same goes for me, plus, I want to let you know, I can live my life equally happy without you and you made the wrong choice of leaving me w a broken heart. I saw your tweets this morning, you seems to be like you have got over w this and having a happy life,? I dont know, thats what I feel.. Well, its hurt more to see you being able to move on so quickly, faster than I expect...

One day your gonna realize how much I do for you and how much I love you with all my heart and that day might be too late...

SHUT UP AND MOVE ON, GIRL ;

2011-12-14T18:10:00.002+08:00

I hate you, not because I don't like you but because I love you. I've tried to convince myself that you're not worth the tears, but my heart doesn't believe it.
Out with Charlene and both of us are like earlier than originally. Down to city square to eat and buy my polaroid and walked around. Played badminton with her for an hour and went to get things. Home sweet home and we are like chatting everything.

Today, I dont know why, when Im buying the film, I think bout you. Everything I did, I still think bout you. I was waiting for your text and I know you wont be texting me. I know I need get over with this relationship, cause I know you are over w it. But for now, I know Im not ready. I still cant bear to let go of this 14months relationship. Somehow, I feel, there is a chance to save this. Though, its impossible. I dont know how you can take it and let go so easily. Pretending nothing has happen before. You said you dont want to be in a relationship for long, then why you want to be w me for 14months, Im still wondering why...

it's always the ones you love the most who also make you cry the hardest. :(

[Edit, quiz though ;]

‎1)Are you ready for 108 questions? why not? Bring it on ;D
2) Was your last real relationship a mistake? No, never.
3) Do you miss your last relationship? Of course, badly can..
4) Who did you last say “I love you” to? Farhan :/
5) Do you regret it? Not a single bit ;
6) Have you ever been depressed? No, just really sad like shyt ;
7) Are you a boy or girl? Girl lahs,
8) Are you insecure? Somewhat, yes and no :/
9) What is your relationship status? Single,
10) How do you want to die? Sleep die me,
11) What did you last eat? Subway cookie!
12) Played any sports? Badminton counted?
13) Do you bite your nails ? NO! Disgusting can?
14) When was your last physical fight? Im always a good girl who dont fight,
15) Do you have an attitude? Obviously! Everyone have one okay!
16) Do you like someone? Like no, love yeah..
17) What is your real name? EUNICELIM
18) Ever smoked or drank? Drank lah!
19) Are you gonna get high later? People gonna think you are crazy
20) Do you hate anyone at the moment? Not really..
21) Do you miss someone? yeah, really badly..
22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti? I dont eat Spaghetti one neh.
23) Do you tan a lot? Yeah, but Im already very dark.
24) Have any pets? No, its stupid.
25) How exactly are you feeling? REALLY FEEL LIKE DYING.
26) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving? Yeah, bus lorh!
27) Ever made out in the bathroom? You think?
28) Would you take any of your exes back? Perhaps just one...
29) Are you scared of spiders? Sort of, okay, Im afraid of all sort of insects ;
30) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? YES, REGRET ALOT OF THINGS OKAY!
31) Do you regret anything from your past? A L O T
32) What are your plans for this weekend? Picnic on sat, Sunday for blogshop and I dont know, flea?.
33) Do you want to have kids? No, they are irritating, specially when they cry ;
34) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M? No.
35) Do you type fast? With my keyboard? Yeahs ;
36) Do you have piercings? How many? yupp, 3!
37) Want any more? Yeah, but dont plan to go pierce.
38) Can you spell well? No, my spelling is really like shyt ;
39) Do you miss anyone from your past? Yeah, quite a number.
40) What are you craving right now? Anything that can make me happier.
41) Ever been to a bonfire party ? No, I dont even like party.
43) Have you ever been on a horse? No, Im scared.
44) Kissed someone in a pick up truck? Obviously not.
45) Have you ever broken someone’s heart? Yeahs, Sorry kay!
46) Have you ever been cheated on? Hopefully I didnt,
47) Have you made a boyfriend/ girlfriend cry? Yeahs, but I didnt meant it ;
48) Are you thinking of someone right now? YES YES YES .
49) Would you live with someone without marrying them? Why not, its cool can!
50) What should you be doing? Really happy and enjoying my life.
51) What’s irritating you right now? He keep running in my mind,
52) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts? Liked too much,
53) Does somebody love you? Yupp, my awesome friends!
54) What is your favorite color? Blue!
55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? Yupp, when Im a little kid!
56) Milk White or white chocolate? both please! (:
57) Do you have trust issues? I dont know?
58) Mom's name? Why should I say?
59) Dad's name? Confidential you know!
60) Do you have a good relationship with your parents? Somewhat?
61) Longest relationship? 14months 2days :/
62) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you? Frankly speaking, I think he do.
63) Who was the last person you cried in front of? I forgot.. Farhan? :/
64) Do you give out second chances too easily? No, but everyone should deserve it!
65) Is it easier to forgive or forget? Forgive lah!
66) Is this year the best year of your life? Originally yes, but now.. No!
67) What was your child hood nickname? Gu-ni [ Milk in hokkien!]
68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked? Want to be on stomp also not like that!
69) Favorite food? I dont know,
70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason? Definitely yes
71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? Tweet and text ?
72) Did you have a dream last night? No,
73) What is bothering you? How can he last w me for 14months when he dont want a long relationship ;
74) Have you ever been out of the state? Yeah, of course!
75) Do you play the Wii? Played before, but its dumb!
76) Are you listening to music right now? YEAH, Music is always my friend !
77) Do you like Chinese food? Yupp, obviously! Hey, Im chinese okay!
78) Do you know your fathers b-day? Im always a good daughter please,
79) Are you afraid of the dark? Nope,
80) Is cheating ever okay? Cheating in test? Of course okay uh!
81) Are you mean? Depends who(:
82) Can you keep white shoes clean? How to! Your friend see your white shoe, then step like free one already!
83) How many people have you fist fought? I dont use fist to hit people!
84) Do you believe in true love? Used to..
85) Favorite weather? Windy and cloudy!
86) Do you like the snow? I never even see before!
87) Does it snow a lot where you live? Singapore, where will snow sia! Miracle lorh!
88) Do you like the outside? obviously! At home like a bored only!
89) Are you currently bored? Not really..
90) Do you wanna get married? YEAH! Every girl dream, i guess?
91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? Yupp, very sweet too!
92) Are you hungry? No, dont feel like eating..
93) Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight? Yeah, I think? Who keep track of time when making out!
94) What makes you happy? I dont know, him?
95) Would you change your name? If possible, why not?
96) Ever been to Alaska? I dont even know where is that!
97) Ever been to Hawaii? Hopefully in the near future? (:
98) Do you watch the news? Stomp counted ?
99) What’ s your favorite food? I SAID I DONT KNOW!
100) Do you like Subway? I just ate it today, you think nehhh!
101) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? No, why will it be hard ?
102) Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? My best friend is a girl please(:
103) Do you talk like your friends? Yeah, in a sense. Everyone talk similar!
104) Why did you decide to do this quiz? Why I cant do this quiz? (:
105) Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them? Somewhat, yeah.
106) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? YUPP, Only a few :/
107) who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? Darrel Dave,
108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/ girlfriend smokes? It doesnt really matter much ;

Truth hurts, right.

2011-12-12T16:05:00.000+08:00

All those promises, all those sweet talking, 'iloveyou and never gonna let you go' COME ON, ITS BULLSYT. Seriously, you said that for the past 12-13months and Im dumb enough to believe you with all those fucking sweet talks and bullshyt. Im dumb or what? Before you fly for KL, I know things changes, Im just naive enough to think perhaps things can get better after you are back. But, Im wrong. In addition, Im dumb enough to ask you those questions. When you said, 'what if my feeling fade' All sort of possibilities rush through my mind, even the worst of the worst. I asked you 'why' you said 'i dont know'. But seriously, there is a reason to everything. 'I dont know' is the dumbest answer you can ever give for such thing. Whenever I think bout it, tears start to roll down. You sounded really happy when we are on the break up times. I feel really fail okay, as your girlfriend for 14months 2days, I can actually made you feel so happy when we are breaking up?

I remember we had a small little heart to heart chat, somewhere in 9-10month. Both of us said our secret out, you even said 'you have no confident in this relationship and your friends thinks we cant last for a year' I was speechless, so I kept quiet. After that, you said 'I was unsure bout my feeling for you for the first three months' I still kept quiet. But at night, after we hung up. I cried. Remembering those night calls, bout our each other future, and our dreams. Things were just like fairytales. I remember, we said we will go underwater on our first anniversary and you wanna make it really special. Cause its your first anniversary with your girlfriend, but both of us were having our n level paper and yours happen to be in the afternoon. So, that day is just like a normal day. You cabbed to my place and we headed to suntec. We went to catch a movie, after that headed to Soeul Garden. We ate for near to 2hr then we left. While eating half way, you told me you go out awhile and returning with roses and a blue care bear in your hand. Its pretty sweet of you okay. After dinner, we slacked awhile and you send me home. Then, you promised we will go underwater someday, but till now, we havent went. There is just too much memories we had together. Even on the 9th on Nov, we broke up in the night and patched the next morning. You said 'the only thing that kept you holding is love'. We went out together at 11nov, remember we had that conversation at starbucks at Somerset 313? We were talking till like gonna 'fight' anytime, bout how much we understand each other and the day you starting to trust people. I remember you saying 'everyone is looking at you.' That day made me realise too much things that I dont want to realise. Later that night, we were texting, and you told how you feel to be with me. Dont you find it joke? You are suffered to be with me, yet you can suffer for 13months? 27th nov, we went to watch breaking dawn and everything is awesome, and I gave you a little surprise! 30th Nov, the last time we met before all these happened, we went to catch Puss in the boots. After that, we went eat ice cream and we were playing, having so much fun! But, a dumb question from you and our mood was ruin. Do you remember all these thing? There is a preiod of time I was in a dilemma, work or you. In the end, I gave up work and chose you. When people called me to choose work, and telling me 'your boyfriend will understand' but frankly speaking, do you? Soon,you headed overseas and 2days since you are back.

I told myself not to cry over you anymore, but yet today, I did again. I cried for you again, dumb or what, whatever. But I promised myself, not to cry after today. Be it how painful it is, there is no point. I dont want us to be together, just cause you feel pathetic for me and my tears. I know, I am a strong and independent girl, I know I can get this through. Im meeting you tomorrow night, be it whether we are still together or we are gonna break up, bear this in mind, 'nothing last forever and dont ever tell girls, you are suffering to be with them, even though you really are' Well, I really got to admit, you are different from other guys. I felt really loved and happy to be with you for the first 12months. You made me think that you really accept who I really am, be it what is my past, you gave me a second chance. But, as the time go on, that 'love me for who i am' feeling fade away. You told me every single truth and it really hurts. Despite those stuff, I pretend nothing has happen and still love you whole heartedly. You are really awesome okay, beside those fights and stuff. My voice was the one that made us knew each other. All these little memories, shall just kept and lock it at the bottom of my heart. Never gonna to mention to anyone bout it anymore. Though, I know things are gonna be hard, I will give my best into this. Goodluck for your n level results and the rest of your life. Find a better girl who you can really be happy with kay? Thanks for that 14months 2days love, memories, care and your taught bout life and stuff. 101010<3

Is it me or us,

2011-12-11T21:15:00.001+08:00

I dont know what to post, but I just feel like posting and I have been reminding myself, "I need to post today" But when I at blogger.com, I dont know what to post. So yeah, gonna be a dumb post. Either you bored die yourself by continue reading or move your mouse to the top right hand corner, clicking the 'x' NOW. You have got only 5sec to think and 10sec to react.

You sure you want to read? Okay whatever, thanks for being such an awesome reader, i heart you okay!♥
HAHAHA.

Didnt go out today, just rotting at home. Sort of pack my room, but I think, I make it worse :x Basically, I use the computer whole afternoon, to be exact(: Blogshopped 50 over shops and nothing caught my eye. Is it my expectation for clothing is high or what! Pretty sad bout it okay, so I just randomly bought myself a 5$ item to cheer myself up a little. I have been considering whether to get that top, its pretty nice. But the price its pretty nice too. I scared I buy already then never wear, (like what happen to some of my clothes) So, Im re-re-re-re (x100) considering bout it though, if by this week, nothing caught my eye, I will get it alright! Okay, Im talking to myself again.

Why I feel that, the way we talk is so different?

you are back today, hopefully!

2011-12-10T16:03:00.001+08:00

If I have ever post this photo before, then ignore it. I have very limited photo taken with that ass. He dont like to take photo! ):
Headed out in the afternoon, down to FarrerRoad and Compass point. My mum bought a Queen size bed to replace her current one and we ate Seoul Garden for breakfast + lunch + dinner! So awesome kay, whatever.

I feel like going flea, damn it. HOW! ):

Day 6- I hope you come back singapore, soon? (:

Hopefully we meet up soon, I really miss you areoplane-loads!

"Badminton Day"

2011-12-09T23:30:00.000+08:00

Headed temple in the morning, homed to shower. Down to SengKang to meet Darren, WeiJian and Charlene. Played Badminton and we sweat like shyt. Eat subway for dinner and homed after that ;

Day 5 - You are coming back tomorrow,(:

There's no right or wrong when one chooses to be happy. It's just a battle between one's own happiness and the judgment of others.

Just 2more days,

2011-12-08T20:57:00.001+08:00

Just 2 more days and you are back. Really hope, we could meet up on our monthsary yah? But that included that you coming back in the morning or afternoon yah?

Anyways, dinner just now with Andy, Darren,Charlene, Sunthar, EnHai, Rahmat and Sufyan at Dhoby Ghuat, walked around and home after that. Short day I would say, spent my whole morning afternoon at home watching tv, and iron my clothes. Took a little nap though(: Tomorrow, tiring day. Till then'

Day4 - Really hope you saw my whatsapp, and whatever I sent to you, I mean it ;

Hoping I could really just spend a night with you, sitting there and talk bout anything ;

EnHai and Charlene!

2011-12-07T22:59:00.001+08:00

Day out with enhai and Charlene today! (: headed to vivo and walk and then to plaza sing. Wanted to go Handy road, but was raining. Waited for the rain to stop and down to handy road. Enhai made a reservation for his shoe and back down to vivo to buy it! Homes after that!

P.S// I'm using my iPhone to update neh! So bear with me with the photo Kay! Tyvm <:

Day 3 - I think of us very often, I dream of us every night since you went overseas. How bout you, did you think of us and dream of us too?

"Sometimes, we need to be hurt in order to grow. We must lose in order to gain. Sometimes, some lessons are learned best through pain."

Another day out ;

2011-12-06T21:19:00.001+08:00

Yupp, another day out with Andy, ChiWeng, Darren, EnHai, Aravin and Charlene(: Headed down to East Coast to cycle! Was awesome yah(: Headed home after that, cause need to go fetch my mum, she came back to KL tonight, and she bought 6nails polish, 2 tee, 10mask and a slipper for me! Love her man, and I super love the slipper!

P.S:// MY SKINS HAS TWO COLOUR NOW, GREAT! (Y)

THAT SLIPPER ME LIKEY! ♥

Day 2 - Days without your texts, somehow its killing me part by part ;

Whats a girl going out with a lot of guys call?

Sad sia,

2011-12-05T21:08:00.000+08:00

Out with Charlene and Enahi to bugis today. Shopping, slacking and chatting(: Out with LianWee at night for some dumb party :/

Day1 -
What are you trying to tell me? I dont get it..

Silence is good(:

December will be an awesome month!

2011-12-03T17:10:00.001+08:00

I sort of forgot posting for the past few days. Im just staying at home watching my 美樂加油 though, nothing much to post anyways.

December wish -
1) Boyfriend stop going overseas for the remaining holiday(:
2) I have more money! ^^
3) Whoever taking n level result this month, can do well. Specially my friends, boyfriend and me! ♥
4) NOT GETTING FATTER!
5) All my plans for December to be completed.
6) DECEMBER TO BE AN AWESOME MONTH! :DD
7) Everything above to come through(:

Plans for December -
1) kBox with Boyfriend,
2) Underwater!
3) Countdown Christmas with my friends!
4) New Year countdown with Boyfriend♥
5) Sentosa!
6) Meet up with Jaslyn, Clare, Esther and Shermin!
7) Picnic w Charlene and the rest ;
8) Gym with Charlene!
9) East Coast!
10) N level results!
and many more...

Awesome plans, with awesome people. So this month will be a awesome month! :DD

Great day(:

2011-11-30T18:47:00.001+08:00

Out with boyfriend today to watch Puss In Boots, kinda of awesome movie though(: I am left with HAPPYFEET2! ^^ After the movie, went to eat

Its super awesome kay! Super nice. We were having so much fun, poke here and there. HAHA, walked around and yeah. Mood ruin, okay whatever. The day ended kinda of early though,

Hey, thanks for the present! Remember 4more at KL hor :DD

Does it really matter that much?

Today spelled AWESOMEEEE!

2011-11-29T21:47:00.001+08:00

Ignore that stupid finger!!

Today is awesome! Met with Charlene at Geylang Bahru nearby CC, headed down to vivo! Yupp, we chatted like we didnt meet for years! HAHA, we went Daiso and we talk and laugh at almost everything yah. Especially those gift bags! Went to Fruit Paradise Cafe at Vivo, awesome tarts! HAHA, went to some place to slack and camwhore! We just chatted so much and laugh our ass out! Though, its a short day. But I believe Charlene and I had tons of fun! We had a lot of plans coming up^^ ♥

I know we can do it okay, babe? ♥ JIAYOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU~!

HAPPY / SAD

2011-11-28T18:36:00.001+08:00

Seriously, should I be happy or sad ? Happy cause you can spend time with your family, you get to enjoy as much as you could and you get to travel around the world. Sad cause, you neglected your girlfriend and didnt spend much time with her. Majority wins right,? So, I should be happy. But frankly speaking, Im not, i not happy. I dont want you to go. But you and I have no say, I cant object you to go. Its a family trip, you have to go. 10days, perhaps without you or I knowing it, you are back! Times flies when you are having fun and I believe this statement. You just go enjoy yourself kay, its just 10days. Last week, its 5days. Next week is 10days. Its just two times of it. No big deal kay.

Yesterday, you called me not to work, so we can spend time together. But, even if Im not working. Can we spend time together? The answer is pretty obvious. 12weeks oh holidays, from 11.10.11 till 31.12.11, how often have we met? Monday, Tuesday, Thursday you had training. Saturday I was working. Sunday is family day. Once in awhile, we meet on both Wednesday and Friday. If not just a day a week. Last week, we didnt meet. This week,? Just Sunday and perhaps Wednesday. Next week, we cant meet either. When you are back, you have training again. By then, our results are near to release. Tuition and those craps will start again. Seriously, do we even have time to meet. I give up my job for you, what I have in return? You telling me, you are going overseas, you have training. All those fuck. I am really trying my best not to let you know how upset I am already, pretending everything is fine and I understand. But sometimes, its not I dont want to understand. Its just emotions, I cant control it.. Im sorry to being such a bytch at times, and Im sorry for everything kay. Maybe, Im just not as perfect as you think I am...

Sometimes, things are just beyond our control ;

CHARLENE FOO IS BACK!

2011-11-27T21:39:00.001+08:00

When a girl is bored and she camwhore, she will look like the photo up there! HAHA, yupp! I camwhored and I was seriously bored! From BoonKeng to Cck to Toapayoh and I dont have my earpiece with me! Played my music without earpiece in bus when I was on the way to Cck! Play some taptap game from cck to toapayoh, both time with my 3G on. Just imagine how fast my battery is burning! Last min meet up with boyfriend with just battery left 40%! Fyi, that time was only like 2pm. Met at Orchard and went to eat Breeks! Cant finish my food): Decided to watch breaking dawn at Lido, but was too late! ): Train down to Raffles place, MY FAULT KAY! :x Then train to CityHall and walked to suntec, bought tickets for breaking dawn! Seriously nice okay! Bella become a Vampine! OMGG! Gonna watch it again with Charlene or something!^^ Homed after that!

CHARLENE : YOU ARE BACK! ^^ Seeyah on Tuesday! Takecare for now! ♥

Finally, got it back yah? ILOVEYOU!

Seriously screw myself ;

2011-11-25T18:43:00.001+08:00

GOODJOB EUNICELIM! You just officially spent your next week pocket money. Lets just see how regret you will be and how suffering you will get okay. Blogshop more lah, and you will suffer 10x of this. By next Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday, lets see how dying you will be, with just $5 for 5days. You are so going to eat grass and cry uh. Seriously, stop blogshop so much will you? I know you want go shopping and buy lots of clothes and bags lah! But dont need till this limit right? If there is a shopaholic job, you confirm CEO already, or if you can earn money by spending money, you will be a millionaire! But hey, WAKEUP UH! There is no such awesome thing in this world kay, unless they have too much money, dont know where to spend on lah! Goodluck. Fyi, your pay you will receive next month(:

Seriously, Im kinda of amazed by myself, I send in those order form like as if I really am a millionaire. Perhaps, if I sing more,"I wanna be a billionaire, so freaking bad". Then dont have billionaire, also have millionaire hor? Someone should really slap me, and wake me up from these miracle and impossible dream! I bet boyfriend is so gonna be speechless bout it when he is back tonight :x I still have a few of items not paid and received. I promised myself I will stop blogshop will I receive EVERY ITEM I ORDERED. But nope, I broke that promise. Okay, seriously. I AM JUST SUCH A BYTCH ;

Baby: Guess you will see all those blogpost and tweets tonight or perhaps tomorrow. I KNOW YOU CONFIRM SAY I SPEND MONEY LIKE FREE FLOW ONE! But, you know I have this bad habit derh mah. Dont angry can? *PuppyEye* iloveyou okay! <3

Charlene: Seriously, I bet you gonna scold me for spending $75 for blogshop and for even a week! Sorry okay! Promise no more blogshop till I receive all my items! Really promise promise :D ?

Kinda of disappointed in myself, and if there is a centre for kicking the habit of blogshopping, I will confirm go ;

'YOU ARE THE APPLE OF MY EYE!'

2011-11-24T23:30:00.000+08:00

Alright, awesome day with that crazy SamanthaChua! First time going out with her, was kinda of awesome one!^^ Met up with her and headed down to AngMoKio to catch 'you are the apple of my eye'. NC16 okay! I even specially bring my IC out, but they didnt check! Sad case, but if they check, Samantha cant watch. Cause she is just 14! [small kid,HAHA] Rated 3.5/5 though, its a sweet love story. But, vulgarities and dirty stuff? As in, its normal lah. But then, the ending is really a shyt one! THE GUY AND THE GIRL DIDNT MARRY! DAMN IT MAN! D: Walked around and this top really nice caught my eye kay, okay, plus a tanktop, but the colour is super striking! BRIGHT LIME! HAHA. Headed down to Bugis after that and walked around. Homed after that! A W E S O M E D A Y Y Y ! ♥

BABY! : ASSHOLE, YOU COMING BACK TOMORROW! ^^ I REALLY MISS YOU MUCH YOU KNOW! YOU BETTER COME BACK WITH MY PRESENT, OR I WILL SEND YOU BACK TO HONGKONG JUST TO GET ME A PRESENT OKAY! ♥ Have been keeping myself occupied, just to stop myself from thinking you so much! But its kinda of fail okay D: Fyi, I nearly teared when you called, its really very sweet of you to call me from HongKong, and we chatted for that a min or so [though, my phone bill will burst lah!] but, I appreciate really alot kay? iloveyou yah? ♥!

CHARLENE FOO: YOU ARE SICK OKAY! YOU BETTER TAKECARE OF YOURSELF OR ELSE, I DONT WANT TO GO OUT WITH YOU ALREADY! D;

Seriously, honestly, should I go?

Such a bytch !

2011-11-23T11:40:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, I dont know understand myself well. Yesterday, we said,"okay, we will meet today." But when today have arrive, I dont feel like meeting you anymore, no wait. To rephrase, I dont feel like stepping out of my house. I dont know whats with me, though I said, 'at home, like bored only' But I still dont feel like going out. I remember promising my boyfriend, the same thing wont happen again, but somehow, today will be happening again. I feel bad if I dont turn up later, as we already planned everything. Somehow you saw my tweet and say, 'Its okay if we dont meet up.' I know you will somehow feel disappointed, but... Anyone can help me? When I dont want something, I can use all sort of reason, just now few mins ago, I told myself, ' its raining, I cant go out.' Like wtf? I know I can bring an umbrella, but i know I will then say, 'I dont like to bring umbrella, its so girly.' Seriously, screw myself kay, I cant make up my mind. Is it just me treating you this way or I treat everyone the same? Somehow, I feel awkward to meet up with you. Yes, we may know each other since primary school, but we dont talk. This year, we meet up to study together for n level is a good example. Like awkward only.

Its just going down to town with a guy who is my friend and classmate, whats the problem. Here is the problem, you promised your boyfriend, you wont go out alone with a guy anymore, but yet you doing it. You know if he know this, he will be unhappy yet you are doing it. Whats the fucking problem with you bytch? Why do you even accept it, yeah. Just meet up with friends and go slack around, normal what. But with just a guy? HAHA. You may think its nothing, but that is not what your boyfriend. Eh, bytch, you have got a boyfriend one neh, just imagine if he go out with a girl, how you will feel? You will say, 'just go lorh, friends mah, go out shopping only. No big deal'. But you said it so relax and easy is when he didnt do it, if he did, I bet you will not say it so relax and easily. Its either you make a friend sad or your BOYFRIEND sad. 'I go out, dont tell him who I go out with lorh,' HAHA, you think your boyfriend dumb or stupid? He will know it sooner or later, and things will get worse by then. So you want it this way? Awesome, whatever lahs kay, you want to go, later quarrel or anything happen, you be responsible for it, and dont be sad uh. B.Y.T.C.H.

Charlene: You coming back in 4days, (Y) You want to go zoo!

Boyfriend : If you happen to read this post, text me kay? ♥

So should I turn up..?

All I want is a DSLR!

2011-11-22T21:03:00.001+08:00

Seriously, fuck it. Totally not in mood. Why can't you be more understanding and somehow, richer? All I ask is," can I buy a dslr?" and you start to...!! You called me to use my dad one. Oh my goodness sake, you got see that camera? Is your generation, that film film kind, you want I use it? HAHA. You buay paiseh cause it's not you using it. It's me Kay, imagine you use it, and your friend say," can let me see those photo?" what you gonna say? Say," my camera cannot see, need to go shop and wash those photo out then can see?" people will laugh their ass off man like seriously! You said originally I want a digital one, so you bought, then I have a Polaroid, and now I want a dslr? Eh please uh, that digital camera cost how much only, less than 200$ eh, how good the quality can be? I say only, paiseh lerh can! Oh yah, my Polaroid, you got no rights to talk bout it. Cause you didn't fork out a single cent, and I didn't pay for it too. My boyfriend buy for me as birthday present, you got problem with it? Now I'm asking for a second hand dslr that cost 1.1k, not that much what, compared to the money you "invested" into your gambling, and oh yah, if I were you, I rather fork out that 1.1k for a chargeable, and can be connected to computer dslr rather than those old type. Cause I will have to call you go wash those photos and buy the film. With your mindset, end of the day, you will complain say everything need all these money.
Fyi, it's common to have dslr and you don't have take photo everyday just because you have a dslr. You can use it anywhere and anytime when you need it. Nearly forgot, dslr are not just meant for experts(:

Charlene: you have to tell me bout the camera!

Baby: I just wish you are here Kay,<3 miss you);

Just shut up and fuck it ;

Boyfriend head to HongKong...

2011-11-21T19:31:00.001+08:00

Finally, the day is coming to an end.. Woke up at 430 to text boyfriend. He left me for his HongKong rugby trip, and yeah. I called him to have a CCA in uniform group next time! :DD Suppose to go out with mum to Somerset, but she just go out without me :/ She say she will bring me out tomorrow for shopping one! Whatever lah, sometimes I think my mum become such a heavy gambler, I can blame noone bout it. She has been going gambling much and didnt spend much time with Eugene and I. Just feel like so shyt okay.. WHATEVER ;

Baby: Its really sweet of you to send me a text earlier this afternoon to let me to know you reached HongKong(: Everything I wanted to tell you, I wrote in that text already. Just takecare yourself and enjoy to the max kay! iloveyou truckloads and missyou areoplane-loads! Will wait for your text tonight! ^^

Charlene: YOU SO ENJOY LIFE IN THAILAND LAH! :DD

Seriously wonder how Im going to survive through ;

Outing with them!

2011-11-20T19:14:00.001+08:00

Used to "longform" and when Eileen texted 'pp', i thought was PotongPasir. Hence, causing me to be late with the meetup timing of 10am at ParkwayParade. See the big difference? Reached at 1035am and thank goodness Im not the last kay. Cycled and yeah, most of my energy was gone, and seriously never buy drinks from EastCoast, daylight robbery ! Must remember to be kiasu abit, bring own water bottle!! Return the bike 30mins earlier and headed to serangoon by cab. The taxi driver so nice lah, let 5 of us go into one cab! (: Ktv and sing. Frankly speaking, 2hour is never enough for me to sing at ktv or kbox. I dont know why! Sometimes, even 3hrs are not enough!! Shall go xbox when Charlene is back, dinner and headed home. Kinda of a short day with them, but spent so much and my next week pocket money is really a gone case already. AH, whatever. I doubt I will be going out much also, boyfriend go oversea from monday till friday and I have got no plans, except working on sat. But I think I will work on Sunday instead of Sat, so I can see him, if he wants to? (:

CHARLENE : I BET YOU MISS SINGING KBOX AND PLAY POOL !

Somehow, I still think its not my fault for whatever happen today. But, I still give in and apologise. Yet, you said dont apologise cause same mistake will happen. At that moment, feel like calling you to go eat shyt ;

Stupid Stupid stupid !

2011-11-19T23:42:00.001+08:00

Just spent my whole afternoon working. Was really pissed off w my boss kay, if you happen to see my tweet.
"@EUNICExLALALA : Eh fuck up lahs boss, you think I so free to stand here and wait for an hour with an unknown promoter?"
7hours ago via TweetDeck
"@EUNICExLALALA : BOSS, I love you man, every week you never fail to make me wasted time or do a wasted trip down for nothing. You are just so awesome Kay! :/"
7hours ago via TweetDeck
"@EUNICExLALALA : Without everything that is the latest update how to work, fuck you"
7hours ago via TweetDeck

And yeah, my check-in at YewTee Point GongCha and Clementi MRT. Damn wtf kay, with only $5 transport fee? I think 5$ let me eat my lunch and thats it man. Perhaps, with a dollar change? But can do what? Go public toilet 10times? Or go buy tissue paper, like what I did. Just need a piece a tissue, ended up buying 15packets of it with 1.15$Headed to Amk hub, Yishun, Woodland, YewTee, Cck, Clementi, Commonwealth, BukitTimah, KingAlbertPark with just 7hours. Its seriously a killer. At BukitTimah and KingAlbertPark had to run. If you think Im crazy, and thinking it far. Then you are wrong. Its just opposite. Walked from a expressway start to the end and its 8pm, totally feel like cabbing home kay. I admit, I somehow dont know how to walk, i asked my mum and she said just walk straight :/ Half dead in the bus already kay, lucky my boyfriend kept me entertain. Thinking he is with me? Wrong again, he went for wedding dinner. Entertain me by text, of course. Okay, whatever whatever. I better shut up and go bed. Its 1157, tomorrow meeting my primary school "clique". And its 20/11/2011. Like cool only! (:

CHARLENE FOO ; YOU COMING BACK IN 7DAYS,! OMFG, and We are going to have so many many plans! :DD ♥
CoupleTee with you! SUPER EXCITED AND LIKE AWESOME ONLY!

No mood to post!

2011-11-18T22:07:00.001+08:00

Charlene : imissyou kay! And I know you do too! (:

Fml,

Grad night! (:

2011-11-17T23:52:00.001+08:00

Grad night was over, was alright. But hard time walking around. Ended up barefooted home(: Feeling so great to be barefooted! Walked home with ChiWeng, Andy and Priscilla. Went to Evan house in the late morning and complete everything for Mdm Soo, then down to Somerset to meet my boyfriend. OMG kay, I always thought I shop very long and will be shopaholic. But my boyfriend is so much worst than me. Kinda of shock though, okay whatever.

Charlene: YOU ARE GETTING FATTERRR! :DD HAHAHA.
Hey babe, its pretty nice of you to send me a text kay(: How i wish you are here tonight.. You missed out so much fun.. D;

Jealousy? No longer in me(: [Updated at 1.05am Okay, perhaps there is, but not easily jealous anymore ]

Fast post !

2011-11-16T23:15:00.001+08:00

IM FINALLY DONE WITH THE PRESENT FOR MDM SOO! Guess that few hours really paid off kay! My day.. AWESOME IN THE LAST MORNING! Meetup with my boyfriend and slacked awhile before I headed down to meet blogshop! (: After that, its just boring :/ I SUPER NO LIFE ONE! ):

Charlene: You want to go for Grad night badly, (Did I say before?) I forgot :x

Tomorrow, its the last time we meeting before you fly...

SUPER POWER TO READ PEOPLE MINDDD!

2011-11-15T23:07:00.001+08:00

5 freaking tarded long days without my awesome boyfriend and bestfriend. Wonder how am I going to survive through. Thank god Evan is someone who dont like to go overseas, I think? WHY EVERYONE IS GOING OVERSEAS EXCEPT ME! Screw it, I want to go overseas, even if is just malaysia, I WANT TO GO SHOPPING SPREEEEEE!~ My cupboard is seriously empty kay, I want to get new clothes real soon. After I get my pay. Bugis street is where I shall camp at, and maybe Somerset? H&M,! I havent go, super slow right! Keep say want go but didnt bother to. So, I shall get something from there, and F21 and here and there! To reward myself for that "hardwork" in my working! Okay, I think Im kinda of like talking to myself or something?

P.S// I suddenly miss CharleneFoo! ):

Charlene: Dont like flower flower top! :DD

That promise, I swear I will keep it ;

Screw my stupid phone plan!

2011-11-14T21:14:00.001+08:00

I cant receive text from my boyfriend as quick as when he replied!! Fuck it man. Its like he replied, 30min to few hours later than I can receive it. If not, is I send him a text again. Seriously, its my phone fault or its the damn shyt starhub! >:( I called Eugene to trying send me a text and can receive quite quickly neh! Anyways, went to farrerpark and toapayoh alone for heels hunt! Headed to Serangoon to meet Evan and Priscilla. Priscilla bought a dress at FONE and I bought my heels at Charlie and Keith at FarrerPark! So its kinda of like a wasted trip to down to ToayPayoh! Whatever it is, IM READY FOR GRADNIGHT AND SO IS MY KORKOR! He look handsome! <: Hehe, going to use my polariod to take photo with him nehhh! Can imagine how handsome is he anot! Okay, Im like helping to promote him. Whatever! (:

Charlene: Your life is flooded with music! :D ♥ 14days to your return!

Promise me, when you are back, you will be telling how much you miss me everyday when you are aboard kay? ♥

Gradnight shopping!

2011-11-13T22:39:00.001+08:00

Fuck my job today, seriously go home sleep kay! Forget it, Im done with it anyways. Met Evan at little india platform at 415, late 2mins. Sorry! Shopped at FarEast, nothing caught my eye! ): Headed to Bugis and bought a dress at street and Evan bought hers at Honey and Bee. Homed at 10.02. Fuck this 2min kay,

Charlene: You just want to go grad night badly, but you cant, cause you in thailand D;

Not saying I dont trust you, I used to you and even now too. Its just not as much as before. Fyi, stop using breakup as a "excuse". I dont want to, cause I cherish this relationship and you know it. Im trying to make peace between us kay. Im nicely talking to you(:

Trust you, reconsider (:

2011-11-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

Charlene: You love shoppingggg!

Everything is history ;

I love you too much to leave but it hurts too much to stay.

2011-11-11T17:52:00.001+08:00

"Yeah, I walked away. That doesn't mean I don't love you. I love you with every part of me. "

"Remember when you kissed me and said i love you so much and wont ever hurt you?"

"i would tell you how much i care, but i don't wanna waste my time on something you don't care about."

"I'm not who I used to be. I will no longer be walked on by you, "

"its always hard to let go of someone you care about but you have to do it anyway no matter how much it hurts"

We were talking at Starbucks today, I realise too much of things. There's still lot of things I will never be understand bout you. Your mind is not that easy to read. Perhaps we are in different world. Whatever you said, I think really really hard. But still, I gave up, cause I dont understand what you trying to tell me. We may say out somethings we know bout each other personality, but those stuff, its too general. We dont really understand each other deep enough. Everything is just on the surface. I told you today, "I have got more guys friends than girl friends," why? Cause I want you to know, thats the reason why I always hang out with more guys in a group than girls. Sent you those texts after we separate from each other, its never what I wanted. But I know its a good choice I have made. Allowing you to have time to rethink what you really want. I know you dont know what you want, you are still sparing thoughts for me. Have you ever think if its a habit for me to be in your life? Our conversation in starbucks keep appearing in my mind. Its our parents made and teach us to grow up to be like. I said, you are spoilt, cause of you can have whatever you want. Yes, though you worked hard to achieved what you have today, but you see, those things can use money to buy it. You come from a wealthy family and money is never a problem to you. Thats why you dont have to worry for money and you dont have to work. But as for me, I have to work cause my family is not as wealthy as you, and I dont want to add on to my mum burden. Her 1.5k has to pay for utility bills, daily implemnt, me and eugene pocket money, then our dinner, then like me, sometimes use overshot, she need give me extra money. 1.5k seriously, sometimes its just nice for us kay. Thats why I want to work, and you dont seems to understand. Whatever it is, I promise I will cut down my contacts towards guys kays, and I really hope whatever Im doing is worth it and those tears I shed for you is worth. Though, I told myself I will not shed for you anymore, but I know I still will. Cause I care and still love you ;

Charlene: You always text me when I need someone there for me!♥

Wanted a heart to heart with you, but with the conversation, forget it man ;

13th (:

2011-11-10T19:58:00.001+08:00

Charlene: You do thing, buay paiseh one!

I feel really happy that we manage to spend 13th month together kay. Really! But sorry yah, for those stuff and I was real tired. What happen that night, just dont think bout it anymore, whats past is past kay? Remember what I said yesterday morning? Dont ask such lousy to want leave me anymore, cause its a dumb reason for you to leave. iloveyou♥

Dont ever underestimate yourself,

Long long ago~

2011-11-08T18:56:00.002+08:00

"Choose your thoughts carefully. Keep what brings you peace, release what brings you suffering. And know that happiness is just a thought away!"

Boring day instead. Went to Suntec for buffet with Eugene and Mum. That buffet is really power! So yummy! Walked around and saw this pretty shirt at DC comic. Wanted to buy, but.. nevermind :/ Headed to Carrefour and bought a outdoor bag! I love it man! Its blueee! :D Told korkor, I will be getting 3 backbag this month and his story started! :/ Rot at home till evening and a lost kid called me for help. Ended up, when we meet, I just sit there see him talk on phone only!

Charlene: You never try blogshop before!

Everyone assume the same thing,

Do what make you happy most(:

2011-11-07T19:42:00.001+08:00

People and feelings change. That doesn't mean that the love once shared wasn't true and real. It simply means that sometimes when people grow, they grow apart.

A question has been bothering me much ;

Out with ChiWeng and Evan in the morning for cycling at east coast. Homed at 4pm though,(:

Charlene: You love your adidas jacket!

Most people say they would go back to do things right. But not me... i don't regret meeting you or falling in love with you, even if you did hurt me in the end.

A tough question ;

2011-11-06T21:40:00.002+08:00

"You treat her as best friend, does she treat you like one?" A simple question, yet I cant give a confirm answer. A simple question, yet I take awhile to think of a answer.

"If Im useless, I wouldn't receive all these achievement". A simple sentence, but made sense to me. People around me are just doing well, except me ;

P.S// Charlene texted me(: ♥

Charlene: You 100% not camera shy! ;

I want you to promise me that, simply cause I dont want you to give in everytime anymore ;

First day of work ;

2011-11-05T20:19:00.008+08:00

When I havent work, I think it will be so cool and awesome. But after I do for like few hours, seriously omg! Feel like just ending my work real soon. Go different outlets today, "CitySquare, Hougang mall, KangKarMall, Serangoon Central Drive, Heartland Mall and Nex ; 6freaking outlets, and I have to drink Anlene four times, cause of the promoter, and a coffee. Grrr! Lucky, I made the effort to complete everything today. Hence, NO WORK FOR ME TOMORROWWWW!

Charlene: You like Green and Blue. No wait, you like light colours(:

You are not a burden kay? ♥

Tomorrow start work ;

2011-11-04T23:59:00.000+08:00

Work tomorrow, hopefully the outlets will be smooth! (: Excited! Anyways, played captain today. Pretty awesome, I guess ;

Charlene: You have the intention to want change phone already! (:

We wont quarrel bout it, right?

Second post of the dayyy!

2011-11-03T21:54:00.000+08:00

Second post of the dayy! Im just bored man :x Went for interview and that two ass just let me waited for any hour. SCREW THEM MAN! Its was quite okay uh, starting work this sat! (: Frankly speaking, kinda of looking forward, but at the same time, nervous and scared! Im afraid I cant do a good job, and Im still a little lost. Anyways, headed down to school after that. Originally I wanted to play, but too many people! Dropped the idea and sat there to play my iphone and kena ball hit twice! ): EnHai came after awhile. Chatted till 730 and when we wanted to go for dinner, realise school gate was lock and hell yeah! WE ARE LOCKED IN SCHOOL! (: But climbed over the school gate uh. AWESOME MAX! Hehe, had dinner w Evan and Enhai at KFC and headed home after that.

Running tomorrow, dont feel like going. HOW?!

What to put for title?

2011-11-03T12:22:00.002+08:00

Urge to use msn, and I did. Guess msn is seriously outdated man! 200contacts, 6 online? HAHA, joke man! Thanks ChiWeng for that morning call(: Wake up and met Evan and ChiWeng at 7 for running. I think slacking is more likely the word :x Meeting them 530 tomorrow, hopefully its more "productive?" Ran for around 400m and its killing already. Grr! Nevermind :/ Interview later, feeling so scared. Like wtf. Its like as in, its my permanent job kind of thing! :/ Shut the fuck up man, Eunice. You have been thinking and talking bout it since yesterday after that person call you up! ><" Anyways, I CANT SEND CHARLENE EMAIL ! Whats the problem with it man! Damn ;

P:S// MY BOYFRIEND IS THE BEST AND I LOVE HIM MUCH [ He call me to post this ]

Day 2 : You love me! (:

24more days till you are back ;

Day 1 ;

2011-11-02T17:18:00.001+08:00

Manage to wake ChiWeng up in the morning! (: Walked to kallang and we reached at 0530, but first train was 0604! Headed to coffee shop to have a drink, ChiWeng treat! Thanks! (: Wanted to take the first train, but we missed ): Reached airport at 0644 and Charlene havent reach. After awhile, saw her! Chatted and headed to have mac breakfast! Gave her a big hug and left. Headed home with ChiWeng and have been using computer! (: Watched that one or two movie to kill time, and downloaded a few more! Now my movie take up to 10GB :x

Charlene : Bon Voyage babe! I will miss you kays! Will be waiting for your return! As promise, I will post something I know bout you everyday till your return. So, here is one : YOU LOVE DURIAN!

Boyfriend and best friend ;

November ! :D

2011-11-01T21:32:00.000+08:00

Awesome day with Charlene yeah! Last meet up with her before she go back thailand for holiday. Went to meet the blogshop owner for collection of refunds. She is like just so unfriendly lahs, saw me already still sit there and stare-.-!! But whatever, her blogshop has close down. SERVE HER RIGHT MAN! haha :x kkays, headed to Charlene house and Im not lost! GREAT ACHIEVEMENT! :D Her house look nice though, quite unique :] ! Down to Vivo at 12noon, walked around and was "counting down" to 3pm for our Sakae Sushi. We one shot order alot and we take sushi from the bent, by the time, our order come, we are half full :x Seriously had a hard time finishing everything! Have no chance but to hide the wasted food :x and we actually eat for 2hr30mins :x Walked around and bought a tanktop at forever 21 for 8$! After that and went to skypark to slack. Though, its a simple day, but yet awesome! :D ♥

Really hope today is awesome for you yeah? Takecare when you go Thailand, i will miss you much! :D

I need to start planning !

2011-10-30T14:26:00.000+08:00

October is finally coming to an end, frankly speaking, I doubt I will miss October, maybe perhaps just that one or two days. October havent been a good month for me. Despite my anniversary fall on this month, those outing with Charlene, Evan and obviously my boyfriend. Not forgetting my mugging my N level, but still things somehow sucks ; Those serious matter we were talking bout, and tears. Fml kay. I admit, I miss my school life, my friends and classmates. But not the books part and of course not those big talk from teachers. Its roughly 2weeks of holiday already, and my life somehow is so dead. Out I go, shopping, slacking. Whatever. But guess, havent really been enjoying much of it. Somehow lose the feeling of whats really call FUN. All those outing I have been going, its just average fun. Even yesterday.

When I texted you long essay, I asked myself what I want in life ;

OH YAY~

2011-10-28T11:57:00.001+08:00

I know my phone battery low, with Wifi on and Im a starhub user. Okay, just ignore those stuff, focus on the photo! NICE RIGHT ♥ Hard a hard time on choosing those girls photo though,! Took too much photo already :x Anyways, went for maths trail yesterday and its boring :x Had captain ball in the evening and was... (Fill in the blank) Slacked at canteen with WeiJian, EnHai,Darren and Charlene till 8pm and home sweet home. Suppose to Facetime EnHai, but too tired! :x

Today ;

Meeting Farhan at 6pm at somewhere, I dont know too, Orchard I think? Currently deciding on where to eat my craving sushi ! :D Hehee, Suppose to go school with Charlene and EnHai for some star thingy, but.. SORRY! Okay, I dont know what to post. Bye for now ;

Meeting your friends tomorrow, I seriously dont know what to say when I see them,

HAPPYBIRTHDAY EUGENE LIM !

2011-10-26T16:37:00.002+08:00

EUGENE LIM, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAY DAY DAY ! Its has not been easy to be my brother, as I always dont listen to mummy, and you have really been an awesome one for 16years. Though, you very kaobei and mummy pet, sometimes and make me feel like slapping you left and right. But still, when mummy and I quarrel, you are always there to help me say good words (I always help you say, when you go out till midnight also hor!) You helped me in my studies A LOT and always there to encourage me to do better when I really feel like giving up, specially my combines Humans for n level. You always make me smile by doing stupid things when Im down. You are awesome kays, hopefully you faster find a girlfriend and yeah. GoodLuck for your Os. Dont forget our bet kays, loveyah!

Rejected EnHai and Charlene outing today, due to my korkor birthday, sorry people, hopefully you guys have fun.!! Stayed at home the whole day, watched drama and downloaded pretty lots of movie, blogshopped of course. I always wonder if I will be shopaholic when I grow up though. I always spend so much and buy without thinking if I have the ability to pay up. Just saw a bag for 19$ and I nearly send in the order form. Okay, whatever. Going to shower now and yeah. Byee! Update tomorrow ;

Study hard kays, loveyah ;

Retarded ;

2011-10-25T15:39:00.003+08:00

School was super B O R I N G G G G G G G ! >:( Meet EnHai, Charlene at mac at 630, originally with Evan too, but she overslept. Reached mac at 655, SORRYYY! :p Left mac at 718 for school, when we reach outside school, the counsellor just close the gate in front of us. Wait for evan before going to school(: Feel so awesome to go into school late without any punishment while looking at other students kena punishment. Went to staff room to help out and headed to SJI junior. Their school feel so creepy, omg. Set up the solar telescope and soon, those pri 6 kids come. Their name like cool only!!! Slacked around and soon, a pri 4 class came, there's one or two hairstyle so cool and they so cute. Its pretty paiseh for me to stand near some of them though, they are somehow my height! They are pri 6 and im like sec 4! Headed back to school at 12+ and lunch with EnHai, Charlene and Evan. There is a asshole at my house sleeping, heading to school now for captain ball,! Byee!

Last night? Fml ;

Its not bout the money money money!

2011-10-24T15:07:00.000+08:00

School was T I R I N G ! ): Meet with EnHai, ChiWeng, Charlene and Evan at KianHua for breakfast at 745. Head to school at 0830, and off for post exam activity. Pasting of stickers at the stairs is so tiring,! Only manage to paste 2 level and was an hour or so stuff ! AHH, sweating like water tap. After that, had break and did a little touch and off to lunch with Priscilla, Evan, Charlene and MsAng and its on MsAng, thanks much! :D Im still considering if I should go back school for captain ball later, it has been awhile since I play captain with Charlene and Evan! ): Okay, I should go. ~~No, I need to eat medicine and sleep after that.~~ Aiya, but who cares! Maybe I play sport already and I will recover hor! Alright, should go back school.!

Plan for currently till 4pm, U S A G E O F C O M P U T E R ! : D

Its fine now, hopefully its a big lesson for you guys. Not everytime you are so lucky. But, somehow, Im not that pissed off when you guys admitted ;

BBQ and Camp ;

2011-10-23T20:31:00.000+08:00

Not going to type those really long essays bout my camp and the bbq that had just went pass on friday. Just a going to touch a little of it and not going to elaborate much.

21Friday ;

Headed to school in the morning to help the girls in tent pitching, but the security is really damn shyt. Headed to school and they dont need my help-.- Ended up priscilla and me went to sheng siong and buy food that cost 142$ we were just retarded. Evan and charlene come up my place and do preparation and off to East Coast with Darren, WeiJian, Charlene and Evan while ChiWeng, Sunthar, ChongKai and Andy went to get those drinks and satay.

Started BBQ and stuff at near to 7pm? Headed home with ChongKai at 0930. Showered and off to school for camp. Happy max, slept in staff room! (: But my back really ache much after that night, cause I was sleeping in the class-sleeping-method. Fun? Not really, bored and sian? Not really too. Just... normal :/

22, Saturday ;

Kinda of slacky for me and Priscilla throughout this camp. Headed to bedok reservoir for dragonboating. Was just.... Okay too. Wasnt really enjoying much, and I wasnt like... "AHHH! WATER FIGHT" Just normal and TIRED. Headed back home to shower and back to school. Had campfire at night and really miss last year annual camp with my friends from sec 4 this year ! ): Its just so much way better than this year. The atmosphere was pretty dying soon. Shower in staff room and COH after that. Headed back to staff room and ate cup noodle with Priscilla.

23, Sunday ;

Overslept and didnt manage to do PT with them. Ate breakfast, slacked in the canteen. Prize presentation and break camp. Homed, shower and slept for 5 freaking hour. School tomorrow, and I seriously dont feel like going.

That matter, Im still thinking how to settle it ;

CAMP TOMORROWWWW!

2011-10-20T19:24:00.002+08:00

IGNORE THAT FUCKING PIMPLE! D:<

Camp tomorrow and Im looking forward to it! (: Looking forward more to camp than BBQ :x My bag only has shampoo and my jacket and clothes, Im almost done, like finally!! I pack my bag for an hour or more already, seriously too lazy to pack! Any kind soul can help me pack? (: I dont mind you pack your clothes in thought! *wink!* Need to head to school tomorrow at 0830 to help them pitch up their tents. I want to be there since morning, but Im having my BBQ in the evening. Heading back to school after that at around 2130! :D I miss Priscilla and I will be able to see her tomorrow! Her ears is so going to hurt tomorrow, cause Im so going to complain to her bout the whole freaking week! Heheee! Decided to bring some chocolate,potato chips and drinks to camp and enjoy at night, when everyone is asleep, except me and her! I want to bring FBT there instead of track pants, but I know I will sneeze like crazy, so I will just bring 2FBT! Okay, I MUST REMEMBER TO BRING MY CHARGER THERE, OR ELSE I WILL CRYYYYY!! SOMEONE PLEASE REMIND ME TOMORROW FOR MY HAPPINESS! THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU! ♥

Okay, I think Im just entertaining myself here. Shall go watch Justin Bieber top 20 teen star now! Heee!

P.S// If Im really that bored in school, i will update my blog, without any photo for the starting post! But check out my facebook/ twitter! If not, will post on sunday when im free.

MISS ME PEOPLE, WILL MISS YOU TOO! :DD

You make me laugh, you make me cry

Post Exam Activity '

2011-10-19T19:12:00.000+08:00

Monday: Boring, did a little booklets, solar shyt and the rest I forgot ;
Tuesday: Texbook collect, was alright. Some idiots just like to enjoy seeing people do work and not help(: Celebration was totally wtf ;
Wednesday: Regretting going. I wasnt playing for enjoyment, entertainment, myself and fun. I was just doing for the sake of doing ; Not in mood anyways,

Okay, whatever. Not in the I-WANT-TO-POST-mood :/

What happen today, noone wants it to happen. You cant blame yourself for that. Though, our mood is.... you know, but then its okay. We can always meet up one okay! And you suppose to come my school fetch me(: She will be fine one okay ;

Boring Sunday! ):

2011-10-16T19:46:00.001+08:00

B . O . R . I . N . G . S . U . N . D . A . Y . ! >:(
Spend my whole afternoon watching show, the show is so awesome! Suppose to be sleeping and restore my lack of sleep and energy! But, my show tempted me! Sorry bed! :p Watched 3 episode of it and was kinda of pissed w the actor and actress! Feel like slapping them! They are like so evil, how can betray someone who you can grow together with! Somemore you loved him for 20years and now you make him bankrupt! So heartless! ): Okay, whatever. Blogshopped lot today too, and spent 40+ at home, damn wtf. Sent 3 order form in, and cost me so much. Havent even got my pocket money yet, and Im spending already. GG MAN, how to survive this week! ): Got my plans lined up this week and hopefully its going to be awesome, despite I am broke! ):

Monday - Meet Priscilla after CIP
Tuesday - Check price for BBQ
Wednesday - *wink!*
Thursday - Buy food
Friday - BBQ and need go school for camp
Saturday - CAMP!
Sunday - CAMP and SLEEP! (Y)

Awesome right! :D

We wont got drifted cause of friendship right?

Kbox ;

2011-10-14T11:59:00.000+08:00

Out with Evan and Charlene to kbox at Marina Square. Suppose to meet at 1330, but postponed the timing ; Maybe cause havent been shopping for a long time, walked around Marina Square and Suntec and im dead tired ! ): Homed at 8plus. Awesome day yah! But sad that the other 2 didnt turn up, ahhh. whatever.

Perhaps, its my fault. Sorry ;

Whats the point? (:

2011-10-13T20:41:00.000+08:00

Guess October is not an awesome month anymore! ): Things are starting to happen. Not in a very-happy-mood! ): Headed for lunch with ♥ at somerset. I WANT TO GO FOREVER 21 AND GRAB CLOTHES~! Had our chat and he scare me! >:( Headed back home to change and down to school for captain ball, was seriously wtf. She play till so wtf, played halfway and decided not to play anymore. Slacked with LianWee at basketball court while waiting for Charlene to finish. Walked home with Charlene and Lee.JunWei, together with WeiJian, DarrenTeo and LianWee ;

I NEED TO SERIOUSLY STOP GOING OUT WITH NO CASH IN MY WALLET!! ):

Tomorrow, originally is a girls outing to kbox, but now..? Whatever ;

smoke die you(:

2011-10-12T19:16:00.002+08:00

Suppose to stay at home and complete all my housework, but headed out in the afternoon. Thanks for a dumbass who pop outside my house and scare me!! D; TWICE ALREADYYY! Fucktard! :x
Slack at my place till 1330 and headed to toapayoh for lunch, MOS BURGER! (Y) Out till 1630 and headed home(: Heard an awesome news from Charlene, seriously, its not surprise if you die so much earlier than us. No money, can go out slack, can go smoke. You think you are the only person with cash tight? Oh come on, you paying for bbq, she and me paying too. You paying for grad night, we are paying too. We paid for other stuff, yet you didnt. Who is more cash tight? Think harder(: A told B, C is with A. and C told D C just wake up(: BEST. Dont blame me if one day, I stop being friend with you. The answer is pretty simple.

You made me believe, thinking you will change for a better. Yet you prove me wrong, changing to the worse(:

Got a feeling its not as fun as I thought!

2011-10-11T20:54:00.002+08:00

N level is finish and my party started(: Headed to school in the morning and its pretty boring. YES, B-O-R-I-N-G ! Distributed flyer etc, trust me. You wont be interested and you will sleep while reading it. Celebrated Mdm Soo advance farewell, and its... Whatever, headed to CitySquare to get her present with materials. Hard time deciding on those... stuff ! Went back to school for basketball, its so tiring and fun(: SoonGuan and Samson was actually kinda of like scared of me, maybe was too fierce. Home Sweet Home by 1830, wondering if I should go school tomorrow ;

Happy Belated anniversary baby, iloveyou alright. Hopefully the following months will be awesome for us ♥

GOGOGO! ♥

2011-10-02T10:41:00.001+08:00

TOMORROW IS OUR 4th N LEVEL PAPER. Im not ready for it frankly speaking. Meeting Samson later on for studying and my fatty for dinner! (: So long since I meet him, ♥ Anyways, GOODLUCK TO THOSE TAKING N LEVEL TOMORROW ONWARDS AND THOSE HAVING EOY !

TODAY MUST BE PRODUCTIVEEEE!

Till now, I still think its my fault ;

GOING CRAZY !

2011-09-30T22:55:00.001+08:00

N LEVEL IS ON THIS MONDAY, KINDA OF STRESS THOUGH!! Currently scanning my school exam paper for fatty, ahhh! So troublesome. Whatever, not going to blog or whatsoever, till N level is gone! (: Super looking forward to my plans after n level. Meeting ChiWeng and Charlene tomorrow morning to go EastCoast to book a damn chalet, whatever it is. GOODNIGHT .

#wtf

2011-09-19T15:24:00.000+08:00

Early in the morning, feeling so reluctant to go school! ): Totally not looking forward to school today, cause its just maths and science today. But still, headed to school uh. Took back science and its just #fuck. I scolded alot of nabei today, damn! ): Just a dumb talk today at 1310. By MrNg and IanFang. His speech is just so wtf, so attitude and reluctant to have that damn talk. Whatever, headed home after that. Bag was heavy, cause I bought 70g of A4 printing paper home, rushing through to print all those paper. And that photo is how messy the table is! (: *WINK!*

Since now I know you check his and my timeline, I need mind my language and on whatever I posted on twitter! ;

I never want to show you my weak side, but I did it today.

2011-09-18T20:05:00.005+08:00

The day didnt start of pretty well, its just so screw up kays? Dont wish to talk bout it anymore, and I regret tearing that photo.. D; Hais, whatever. Fatty dropped by and stuff were better, he left at 1530 for tuition, while I go eat my breakfast ><" I seriously got no mood for anything, just watch tv and yeah, nothing much. School start tomorrow, as in, properly. Not looking forward, its just maths and science. #fuck it ;

I never ever thought I will teared in front of you, I never thought I will show you my weak side. But yes, I did. When we are just hugging, I just cant imagine what would happen if we just end it like that. I hugged you so tightly today, I never want to let go of you. Things happen for a reason, whatever it is, its just to make us a stronger person, and whatever you said, I remembered. I choose to just forgive and give one more chance into this relationship. I got hurt deep enough for today and I never want to again, i never put any blame on you for those hash words, cause I know its anger of words, but somehow maybe its true. I dont know, but I choose to believe you. I cant blame you for it, I shouldnt. Cause you showed me what kind of person you are today, you have been putting a mask when you are with me, now that I know what kind of person you are already, you dont have to put a mask on anymore. You showed your colour today, and I know its not a easy task. Instead, i thank you for that. Hey, whatever it is, be it promise is meant to be broken anot, be it you care whatever you swear upon anot, iloveyou kays? ♥ and and, dont ever mention bout this anymore kays? What happen today, just left it here. We will be happier! S M I L E F A T T Y ! :B

Hair Cut ):

2011-09-16T21:14:00.003+08:00

My long long hair is gone now! D: Yes, im brave enough to go and cut! I just want to try new hairstyle. Headed at Ponytail to cut it! The person give me a suggestion on the hairstyle, all i said was okay. I had a new style in my mind, but I just dont know how to say it. What he said was so similar, I thought he could read my little mind. I was excited to see my new hairstyle, but was feeling very sad that my long long hair is gone forever. But its okay, I will takecare of my new hair till they are all grown up again(: Maths paper was hard, I suppose. Maybe cause I didnt study as hard as other paper, I find it pretty hard to manage it. Hopefully I will still a pass and my paper 1 can pull it up a little better? (: Jerry taught me chemistry and physics today at the library, I fall asleep when he called me to practice on my own first and he will be back to catch up with me. Metals and Acids Bases and Salt, followed by magnet topic on Physics. Joked around etc and I told him i want to call for the day! :x Thanks Jerry! (: Met with Charlene at Canteen and off to play basketball for fun, its really sucks when I lost my lucky spot! ): But its okay! I will have my own skills soon! Walked to Prata and accompany Charlene and some ncc guys, walked home at 1945 with phone having just 4%! I think my phone battery sot sia, awhile 5% and just off, and awhile 0%. Okay, whatever. Dont bother that care bout my 6month old iphone.

Not used to it so much! ): But admit it, its pretty nice when I tied my hair up!♥

Sorry, if those words really hurt you deep down in your heart.

LAST PAPER, GOGOGO!

2011-09-15T13:27:00.001+08:00

POA today, was pretty manageable, aiming high for A! *WINK!* Guess, the paper 2, many people can balance, but all different amount? Feeling really screwed when noone got the same amount as me! ): Anyways, bought lunch and was chatting with superstar auntie away! When was leaving, saw the 5N2s. Off to study in around 55mins time! Feel like "slacking" and not study for tomorrow paper, but last paper lerh uh.! Must chiong, Grrr! :(

Im trying to keep it long, but you are ending it. Seriously, I feel like just letting us have that awkward moment again, I dont want. Cause I care. Okay, #fuck it!

Suppose to meet up today, before you go oversea during the weekends, but you... nevermind! (:

2 PAPER LEFT, JIAYOU !

2011-09-14T14:00:00.000+08:00

yes, im left with 2 paper and im done with my damn prelim.! GOING TO CHIONG POA IN 10MIN TIME! My fever rose to 38 last night and down back to 37.7 today, headed to school and I didnt bring enough tissue!! Asked Teacher to go around asking tissue, and I realise very little of my class have tissue with them wherever they go! Thanks Dillon uh(: I find today, CombineScience, quite manageable uh(: Hopefully a B pass! Had extra lesson for POA, i dont understand, okay, is more like i cant pay attention. My flu is making me lose focus. Damn shyt! :/ Headed to Priscilla house to borrow her notes, I always like her house! Big and Windy! (Y) The number of people viewed my blog is 0. LOL!
Alright, going to study~ Till then! (:

Guess, now is you have curfew instead of me, hais, oh well... People changes ;

Tomorrow is science,

2011-09-13T11:00:00.000+08:00

A day of exam break and im down with flu and slight fever -'-! Screw it, im still think is cause I have been eating mac so im sick or is cause of that damn haze. Seriously, hope im fine with tomorrow. I need, no, MUST do well for Combines Science, cause im relying on them! AHH, whatever. Just tried out my new printer. So cool! The first time, the paper jammed, i totally was like "WTF.! WHAT TO DO!?" Scare me lahs, then I go check guidebook. HAHA, like some retarded only! My timetable is coloured! COOL RIGHT! Cause I put coloured paper :x Anyways, its 11am, shall rest awhile and off to study! (:

Tomorrow, we are meeting again. Hopefully will be better(:

Exam week ;

2011-09-12T21:50:00.000+08:00

Yes, its exam week again. I just had my first 3 n level last week, and im having prelim for the reminding subject :/ Guess, there is no holiday for sec 4, and you just got to chiong all the way till your n is over. Mid autumn today, where were you last year derh today? I remember, I was at Whampo with Evan, Charlene, JiaMin, ChiWeng, Andy, YongLiang, TeckHuat, Gilbert, YangJie, YeeTze preparing to celebrate. Playing candles, lantern. Having so much fun. Wanted to celebrate it this year, but it fall at my exam week. Was telling Charlene that we celebrate belated at ChineseGarden, hahaha. Lunched with her at mac again today, was "talking" bout people and we saw a fucktard guy digging his nose in the public. Left mac at 1430, and met mum at the bank. Headed to ShengSiong to buy food and headed home! :/

Bit of feeling left... How to have more.....

Preliminary on Monday!

2011-09-08T19:04:00.001+08:00

Short post again, Went back to school since monday! Had n level paper for 3days, and it is manageable on the average. English was yesterday, was okay uh!(: aiming for a good grade!

Meet Charlene today for mac breakfast, was funny. Saw this weird guy! He is too joker! His outfit, action, language, like omg onlyy! Headed back to school for lesson after that, was boring! :/ Ate lunch with ChiWeng,Charlene, JiaMin and JunHui. Was great! (: Headed to school for study, damn joke too. A little fail though. But its okay! (: I have fun!

Saturday! OMG ONLY ;

2 N LEVEL PAPER DOWN ! :D

2011-09-06T17:26:00.001+08:00

Yes, 2 paper is down. MotherTongue and SocialStudies. All I can say is, screw them. I didnt check my mother tongue paper, and I know I cant do well for it. Damn shyt. SocialStudies was today, its a easy paper. But its just a matter if you memorise and do you know how to write. SBQ is bout IR, and SEQ is Chapter 4 (NI), Chapter 6 and Chapter 2 (Traffic and aging population). Its so shyt man, but there is nothing I can do. Just hope for the best! Tomorrow is English, and I must really put in my best effort into it, if I want to go into my course in ITE. Had mac breakfast with ChiWeng, Sunthar, Evan, Charlene, Andy (Ooi and Ho) JiaMin too. Something happen. I hope you guys will be fine! When I see you hurting yourself, you remind me of myself. Those moment when I hurt myself, its so sad. Ended up regretting etc.

Preliminary next week, GOGOGOGO! ALL THE BEST 4NA! (:

Nothing much to update, till then. Ciaos! (:

Looking forward to Saturday, its just so... OMG,

Fml!

2011-09-03T16:18:00.001+08:00

I finally went to see the doctor, so the doctor say was ear infection. Damn it, 3medicine, and a ear drop cost 52$. Oh yeah, my mother was blaming me etc, telling me those bullshyt bout it. But who cares! Okay, so currently, I only can hear well on my left side, its really shyt bout it. No water must enter into my ear and i cant eat properly, cause it will hurt much. So I sort of have a hard time doing those stuff, sad me! Im still wondering if I should tell my teacher bout it, cause Im taking my n level listening compre pretty soon in the sep holiday. Anyways, Farhan drop by my house to see me, its really sweet of him. Thanks, ♥

Yesterday was pretty great, Celebrated Evan birthday. Headed down to East Coast to learn blading, thanks SeahEnHai for teaching me! Thanks much, and sorry for screaming and so much! :p Chat and play, left East Coast at around 7pm. 12people with 3cabs, I sat cab with ChiWeng,ChongKai and JiaMin. FUN, the taxi driver is so friendly! (: Dropped at my house to collect the present. Walked over to Evan house, Charlene Jean Norman and EnHai were eating. Waited awhile and TeckHuat Sunthar Andy YeeTze came. Ronald and Marcus came later! Ate pretty much! Its so yummy! Cut the cakes and drank :x Left the place at around 2325, AND IM THE LAST PERSON TO WISH EVAN HAPPYBIRTHDAY! :D I called her at 2358 okay! (: Its just awesome last night, even though we quarrel again, but things were alright later on. I could feel that you are trying to give your best shot into this relationship ;

I will do the same for it too, and its really great that you made the effort to drop my house to see me, iloveyou max ;

Celebration for Andy birthday(:

2011-09-01T14:16:00.000+08:00

Going out in around..... 25mins more, meeting up with ChiWeng, YeeTze, Sunthar, Andy (BirthdayBoy) and Evan(Advance BirthdayGirl). Charlene currently is at my house sleeping! HAHA, Earlier of the day was in school, had 5-in-1 celebration, played Netball and its not as bad as I think. Maybe cause im new to this sport, a little hard to catch up with it. But it was great though! Had fun! (: Performance etc, was.... As usual, (If you know what i mean :/) Im still thinking if I should bring Polaroid! HOWWWWW! Weather is so freaking hot and I cant believe im actually wearing Jeans out, OMG, kill me soon like seriously! Hope my ear can stop bringing me pain, its super irritating!! ):

Never make a promise when you are happy,

Hari Raya ;

2011-08-30T11:32:00.002+08:00

Going out later with Charlene, hopefully she will cheerup soon! (: My week is fully booked, damn wtf. Anyways, N level approaching and I not ready yet. Prepare to fail man! (: Till then, nothing much to post, bye ;

I mean it when I said, i cannot promise you that I will keep my promise, afterall I come from a mix school ; So you cant have high hope for me not to text other guys, but what i can promise you is, I will try my best ;